Blue Skies & Green Ground

just like what i have expected
like i always find myself in difficult.
decision making misreble me
time to decide which road to take.
get in charge on what my life could be.
or where it will bring me.
life in uncertainty haunt me.
or this is where i should always be.

hey dont you worry chicken,
i hear the sound of decision
beating in your small chest
beat
that say fear dont you dare
kill the dream that i alway want it to be
my future that i always see


p/s :  a draft that deserve to be posted!

farisya

words.

bissmillah

a first word to type always the hardest. and im guessing by typing this things first it is easier for me to line the next sentence. 

hmm...

i guess im wrong. i still have a mute seconds in my head still.

seems like i want to get through everything that i want to tell today hear, right at the moment, this second. but i think it not give me any pleasure of released anymore. 

it always hard to tell every details of your feelings and remember every emotion that i feel this time. the idea of writing a blog are day by day wouldnt work like they used to before. i dont know why i can find to write this here. i just followed the brain sent to me i guess. i have no clue at all. is this what i feel today or it just a random key-in word to the keyboard.

maybe it is not and maybe ya. that emotion feels like it has been more than this column of blog space given. its feel like i hate this peice of box. my emotion are bigger than this space. i need a bigger space. it seemd all the word in my head allready full up this box and also outside of it. its all cramp here. even up to the tittle. i dont know what the feeling is but im no longer manage to make a proper segmentation to it. 

everyday, that emotion become bigger and bigger. i cant manage to control every sentence that drop out from my brain instead of dragging them togather with me every single time, every single place. yup. it is. 

i hope it is just a temporary!

farisya.