Friday, August 21, 2009
love.love..love
I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strain
My love for you is strong enough you should have known
I never needed you for judgment
I never needed you to question what I spend
I never ask for help
I take care of myself
I don’t why you think you got a hold on me
And it’s a little late for conversations
There isn’t anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So look at me and listen to me because…
I don’t want to stay another minute
I don’t want you to say a single word
Hush hush
Hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say
Because…
I don’t want to, do this any longer
I don’t want you, theres nothing left to say
Hush hush
Hush hush
I’ve already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush
I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words I never needed hurts
I never needed you to be there everyday
I’m sorry for the way I let go
From everything I wanted when you came along
But I am never beaten, broken not defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong
And it’s a little late for explanations
There isn’t anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So you will listen when I say baby…
I don’t want to stay another minute
I don’t want you to say a single word
Hush hush
Hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say
Because…
I don’t want to do this any longer
I don’t want you there’s nothing left to say
Hush hush
Hush hush
I’ve already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush
No more words
No more lies
No more crying
No more pain
No more hurt
No more trying
I don’t want to stay another minute
I don’t want you to say a single word
Hush hush
Hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say
Because…
I don’t want to, do this any longer
I don’t want you, theres nothing left to say
Hush hush
Hush hush
I’ve already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush
love,
farisya nadiah
THE NEW CHAPTER OF PUASA!!!!
assalamualaikum....
first of all im glad and happy that iM still have a chance tp celebrate this fasting month all over again with my beloved family and friends!!!
puasa will always the day that are special to me and everyone else, cos for me this the only time that we all families can meet up and set beck in the dinner table and eat togather all over again. the many dishes, kuih, quenching drinks and lots of other things on the table.our house will be full all over again. siblings...miss the time.now i have realise that "that" time was over.i just realise "the" time zone has past me by...when we are small and bising!!hisk...:)makan rebut2 and mak will bancuh milo with susu tepung when sahur so that we will never tired on the morning.hehehe.....rindu that time sangat.now...i realise that rumah kosong and nobody to sahur with.im just with mummy and daddy.hehhe....so that means...when im at perak...this is wat ewan felt huh....sepi and x der orang!!! x best owh!!! x meraih.x leyh nak gaduh2 and fight sape lauk paling banyak and gaduh nak mintak sket!!
and if mak cook the nuggets...she will make sure all of us will get the same exact numbers as others...but ewan always eat slow so that we will pujuk and ngecek ewan for his nuggets.but too bad darling....ewan will never kesian at us cos he is so kedekut if about food.yelah time tuh ewan mcm sinchan...GEMOK!! heheheheh....
mase mate lekat2 sebab tdo...then makan sahur....im the one yg malas nak bangun cos i have to help mummy to serve the sahur and also im the one yang kene kemas and basuh pinggan after they eaten.yelah time tuh im the only perempuan in the house.yong dah lame chow cos asrama.so im always yg kne.and ewan plak called me bibik.so perasan kau ewan.masak air and buat air was my duty.hehehhe..milo...and i always cheat, x nak tarok susu tepung lebeyh cos nanti muak gile...makan nasik kot!! and pluss, mummy will add more sugar in the milo so that it is sweater, reason: so that we will gain more energy...heheheh....ive learnt alot from u mother. BANYAK!!
and ayah....after the sahur, will teach us to niat puasa.heheheh....but im so sorry daddy cos until now..i cant remember the niat puasa.cos ive always depend on u to niatkan for me.gedikkan.heheheheh.....mak akan ckp 'cepat2 makan...dah nk imsak nie" but the nasik panas la mummy plus the drink are to sweet and hot.lecur la nantikan....and ayah will always be the coolest man in the house...and say to us "sempat lagi tuh". though there always a simple word from u....but there always a big picture showed to us.we noe u love us!! hehehe...that always be ur trademark ayah!!!
hmmm.....but ntah bile nak experience that moment again.cos dulu x rase pon mcm it will be memory to us...but skang dah jadik plak!!! baru terasa i dah besar dah.hmm....yelah tuh.and tadik mummy said dat....dat is life. now u have ur own way and ur own journey to get through.u will face urs and mumy daddy have something else to do jugak.but...i dont want tooo....i still need u mak.always!!! heheheheh....muah2!!
so to all siblings....yong, bangah, jea, ewan.bile nak balek? balek cepat!! hiks...balek bukan sebab i...but sebab mummy and daddy...dorunk sure lagik rindu u guys than i do...sebab baru jerk kejap balek dah rase lain.and how about them??? sure rindu jerk nak rumah bising balek!! hhmmm.....sedeyh jerk!!!!
love,
DIAH
first of all im glad and happy that iM still have a chance tp celebrate this fasting month all over again with my beloved family and friends!!!
puasa will always the day that are special to me and everyone else, cos for me this the only time that we all families can meet up and set beck in the dinner table and eat togather all over again. the many dishes, kuih, quenching drinks and lots of other things on the table.our house will be full all over again. siblings...miss the time.now i have realise that "that" time was over.i just realise "the" time zone has past me by...when we are small and bising!!hisk...:)makan rebut2 and mak will bancuh milo with susu tepung when sahur so that we will never tired on the morning.hehehe.....rindu that time sangat.now...i realise that rumah kosong and nobody to sahur with.im just with mummy and daddy.hehhe....so that means...when im at perak...this is wat ewan felt huh....sepi and x der orang!!! x best owh!!! x meraih.x leyh nak gaduh2 and fight sape lauk paling banyak and gaduh nak mintak sket!!
and if mak cook the nuggets...she will make sure all of us will get the same exact numbers as others...but ewan always eat slow so that we will pujuk and ngecek ewan for his nuggets.but too bad darling....ewan will never kesian at us cos he is so kedekut if about food.yelah time tuh ewan mcm sinchan...GEMOK!! heheheheh....
mase mate lekat2 sebab tdo...then makan sahur....im the one yg malas nak bangun cos i have to help mummy to serve the sahur and also im the one yang kene kemas and basuh pinggan after they eaten.yelah time tuh im the only perempuan in the house.yong dah lame chow cos asrama.so im always yg kne.and ewan plak called me bibik.so perasan kau ewan.masak air and buat air was my duty.hehehhe..milo...and i always cheat, x nak tarok susu tepung lebeyh cos nanti muak gile...makan nasik kot!! and pluss, mummy will add more sugar in the milo so that it is sweater, reason: so that we will gain more energy...heheheh....ive learnt alot from u mother. BANYAK!!
and ayah....after the sahur, will teach us to niat puasa.heheheh....but im so sorry daddy cos until now..i cant remember the niat puasa.cos ive always depend on u to niatkan for me.gedikkan.heheheheh.....mak akan ckp 'cepat2 makan...dah nk imsak nie" but the nasik panas la mummy plus the drink are to sweet and hot.lecur la nantikan....and ayah will always be the coolest man in the house...and say to us "sempat lagi tuh". though there always a simple word from u....but there always a big picture showed to us.we noe u love us!! hehehe...that always be ur trademark ayah!!!
hmmm.....but ntah bile nak experience that moment again.cos dulu x rase pon mcm it will be memory to us...but skang dah jadik plak!!! baru terasa i dah besar dah.hmm....yelah tuh.and tadik mummy said dat....dat is life. now u have ur own way and ur own journey to get through.u will face urs and mumy daddy have something else to do jugak.but...i dont want tooo....i still need u mak.always!!! heheheheh....muah2!!
so to all siblings....yong, bangah, jea, ewan.bile nak balek? balek cepat!! hiks...balek bukan sebab i...but sebab mummy and daddy...dorunk sure lagik rindu u guys than i do...sebab baru jerk kejap balek dah rase lain.and how about them??? sure rindu jerk nak rumah bising balek!! hhmmm.....sedeyh jerk!!!!
love,
DIAH
Saturday, August 15, 2009
E.T day is TODAY!!!!!!!!!
dear E.T,
first of all, i would like to apolagize to u, MY E.T cos i have nothing expensive, special and interesting to give to you...but i do have some toughts and memorable things to say about while we are togather, in term of fwen FRIEND!! i hope this way will more flattern ur heart rather than the other stuff!! i do hope so....hiks!!
there is always a reason why i post the wish one day earlier than the exact time and date....cos i noe while im typing this, u are having fun with ur love's one and ur other fwens. so i wouldnt want to share the time to wish u wit another people.it just u and me.hehehe....tamak and halobakan aku!!! wink2...yeay.it is me!!! ur HULK.
and plus...for a special fwen on her speacil day....sms-ing will never fit. BANYAK LA SIAL NAK CKP!!! so..im not a good talker, im rather use this medium...easier for me kan!!! and malam2 sedap sket nak gune ayat poyo2!! hikss....lagipon aku tau ko tgh x waras pon kalu aku wish ko pkol 12 tadi!!! hiks.....
so....
HAPPY BEDAY TO NOOR HASHIMAH HASHIM aka MY only and ever E.T!!!
ultimate happiness dah bg kan semalam...soo here i would like to say, have a wonderfull journey in ur life, go ahead and be strong in wat ever thorns u will face, and keep on giving me laughter cos i need it so much!! heheheh....
and most important is i hope u are happy in every second in ur life ahead with or without ur hulk!!! keep on doing bende merepek cos i REDHA!!! ko E.T kot!! alien!!! sah2 la ko merepek!!!
so i have this merepek memory picture with u....jeng2!! have a look how far weve change!! hiks!!!
THE BURUKNESS!!!
THE konon MACHONESS
THE PORNSTARR-NESS
THE GIGIHNESS
but the most important is....there always
THE 'sya+shii'NESS
hiks.....it is fun and there are too many tremendous unforgetable memories i have shared with u and i'll hope we will keep on creating memories to our life so that one day i will proudly introduce my E.T to my children as one of my bestfwen.heheheh...!! wink2....
and last but not least....happy and happy and happy always!!! and "aku sayang kau la wei" bluek...ayat sape la nie!!!! adei ai..... thats y aku x suke ckp.same will never be in my dictionary of life ekh!!!
k la...aku harap ko paham la ape yang aku nk smpaikan.nanti jgn plak tanye aku and sruh aku explain plak ape yg aku dah merepek kat cnie!! mmg aku pkol ko nanti!!! hiks...k la!!1 c yaa!!! muah2
Put your head on my shoulder
No need to worry 'bout a thing
I'll be the cure for your lonliness
I'll make you feel like you're whole again
And you can always count on me wherever I may be
When this world's got you feelin' blue
Call on me and I'll run to you
My friend
On my wings we both can fly
Cause there's no burden big enough
And when you're hurtin' baby so am I and we'll both cry
There's nothing stronger than our love
And you can always count on me, wherever I may be
Oh I'm gonna find the way
To a better day
My friend
So let me be the one to save ya
Cause it's the least that I can do
And you don't have to return the favor
Cause I promise you
Oh we're gonna make it through
My friend
Put your head on mny shoulder
No need to worry bout a thing
If you need me I'll be there in a hurry
Call on me, time and time again
Cause you're my friend
love,
HULK
first of all, i would like to apolagize to u, MY E.T cos i have nothing expensive, special and interesting to give to you...but i do have some toughts and memorable things to say about while we are togather, in term of fwen FRIEND!! i hope this way will more flattern ur heart rather than the other stuff!! i do hope so....hiks!!
there is always a reason why i post the wish one day earlier than the exact time and date....cos i noe while im typing this, u are having fun with ur love's one and ur other fwens. so i wouldnt want to share the time to wish u wit another people.it just u and me.hehehe....tamak and halobakan aku!!! wink2...yeay.it is me!!! ur HULK.
and plus...for a special fwen on her speacil day....sms-ing will never fit. BANYAK LA SIAL NAK CKP!!! so..im not a good talker, im rather use this medium...easier for me kan!!! and malam2 sedap sket nak gune ayat poyo2!! hikss....lagipon aku tau ko tgh x waras pon kalu aku wish ko pkol 12 tadi!!! hiks.....
so....
HAPPY BEDAY TO NOOR HASHIMAH HASHIM aka MY only and ever E.T!!!
ultimate happiness dah bg kan semalam...soo here i would like to say, have a wonderfull journey in ur life, go ahead and be strong in wat ever thorns u will face, and keep on giving me laughter cos i need it so much!! heheheh....
and most important is i hope u are happy in every second in ur life ahead with or without ur hulk!!! keep on doing bende merepek cos i REDHA!!! ko E.T kot!! alien!!! sah2 la ko merepek!!!
so i have this merepek memory picture with u....jeng2!! have a look how far weve change!! hiks!!!
THE BURUKNESS!!!
THE konon MACHONESS
THE PORNSTARR-NESS
THE GIGIHNESS
but the most important is....there always
THE 'sya+shii'NESS
hiks.....it is fun and there are too many tremendous unforgetable memories i have shared with u and i'll hope we will keep on creating memories to our life so that one day i will proudly introduce my E.T to my children as one of my bestfwen.heheheh...!! wink2....
and last but not least....happy and happy and happy always!!! and "aku sayang kau la wei" bluek...ayat sape la nie!!!! adei ai..... thats y aku x suke ckp.same will never be in my dictionary of life ekh!!!
k la...aku harap ko paham la ape yang aku nk smpaikan.nanti jgn plak tanye aku and sruh aku explain plak ape yg aku dah merepek kat cnie!! mmg aku pkol ko nanti!!! hiks...k la!!1 c yaa!!! muah2
Put your head on my shoulder
No need to worry 'bout a thing
I'll be the cure for your lonliness
I'll make you feel like you're whole again
And you can always count on me wherever I may be
When this world's got you feelin' blue
Call on me and I'll run to you
My friend
On my wings we both can fly
Cause there's no burden big enough
And when you're hurtin' baby so am I and we'll both cry
There's nothing stronger than our love
And you can always count on me, wherever I may be
Oh I'm gonna find the way
To a better day
My friend
So let me be the one to save ya
Cause it's the least that I can do
And you don't have to return the favor
Cause I promise you
Oh we're gonna make it through
My friend
Put your head on mny shoulder
No need to worry bout a thing
If you need me I'll be there in a hurry
Call on me, time and time again
Cause you're my friend
love,
HULK
Saturday, August 1, 2009
OOW^OooO!!!!!!!!
owh no....
dis morning my youngest bro which are now stil under going national services practise called and did mention that his place already got a few students are on quarantine session.it is about 12 person if im not mistaken. how clould it spread?? hmm.....they all are not mixed with other people before.they consider being "quarantine" from the society earlier.they are healty before. weird.how it is spread...which medium?? it lingers in my mind!! hmmm....it must be THE WIND HUH??? yes positive!!!
and then early dis morning i do detect abnormality to my troat!!! hmm...PERIT and i did cough a lilte bit to avoid the itchiness. hmm...did i exxagerating?? naaa...x kan la kan!!! yes...then until now....i did feel it!! it is like somebody tickle it from the inside...but not manja nye tickle...smapai gatal2 dah nie..haiyak!!!
and some the best part is...late dis evening mummy did mention dat ewan text her and told dat he have put in the quarantine session including the others pelatih after he did his medical checkup. hmm....he have to be monitor carefully until 7days to make sure he is okay.he have to wait for the result.if it is any abnormality detected they will send them to hospital for further checkup and close down camp.haiyak....scary jerk ewan!!!! ayoo.....
everyone are sick la nowdays!!! haiyak.....scary sudah inie.....!!! ka la....badan ku sudah kejang and tulang blakng ku sudah agak saket cos i sat for so long...so until here....daaa!!!
nak beli mask.and mau paint and pakai di kelas next monday!!! no h1n1 are allowed!!
love,
farisya nadiah
dis morning my youngest bro which are now stil under going national services practise called and did mention that his place already got a few students are on quarantine session.it is about 12 person if im not mistaken. how clould it spread?? hmm.....they all are not mixed with other people before.they consider being "quarantine" from the society earlier.they are healty before. weird.how it is spread...which medium?? it lingers in my mind!! hmmm....it must be THE WIND HUH??? yes positive!!!
and then early dis morning i do detect abnormality to my troat!!! hmm...PERIT and i did cough a lilte bit to avoid the itchiness. hmm...did i exxagerating?? naaa...x kan la kan!!! yes...then until now....i did feel it!! it is like somebody tickle it from the inside...but not manja nye tickle...smapai gatal2 dah nie..haiyak!!!
and some the best part is...late dis evening mummy did mention dat ewan text her and told dat he have put in the quarantine session including the others pelatih after he did his medical checkup. hmm....he have to be monitor carefully until 7days to make sure he is okay.he have to wait for the result.if it is any abnormality detected they will send them to hospital for further checkup and close down camp.haiyak....scary jerk ewan!!!! ayoo.....
everyone are sick la nowdays!!! haiyak.....scary sudah inie.....!!! ka la....badan ku sudah kejang and tulang blakng ku sudah agak saket cos i sat for so long...so until here....daaa!!!
nak beli mask.and mau paint and pakai di kelas next monday!!! no h1n1 are allowed!!
love,
farisya nadiah
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