A feeling of trying everything,
Everything that you force yourself do it
Why can't i be good naturally,
i hate that feeling
impression that tell you that you good,
while actually you are not,
not doing good at all
why can i just feel naturally good at?
feel love to do it?
nothing forces me..
am i shutting my door
or I'm just nothing else to give.
what the F
this is not what I'm saying!
i hate things that i wrote now...
pfttt...
i even hate it this!
