class begin......

assalamaualaikum....(haha dah lame plak x introduction in a proper way.hiks)

all the hectic and unlimited time are back in my life again after the raya holiday.wahaha.. im in a new spirit and hope it will last until the semester ends.AMIN!!! hiks...

by da way there are many picture that i would like to share and show but too bad im in the class rite now and the raya piture is not in my external hard disk. hmm.. too bad!! hiks...j

just now, ive edited my CTU 553. which is hubungan etnik, yapping about perlembagaan and kontrak sosial wat#%$..at the beginnnig i was like wat the heck am i doing typing this karut thing, melayu ad kaum lain thingy and bla bla bla.... but in while im put whole my heart in it..i suddenly can see the sparks that said melayu have change.which mean...im myself have change!!! change to be a better person in OUR OWN TANAH TUMPAH DARAHKU!! all this while wee keep on leka about perjuang orang dahulu kala and end up this holy land of melayu will end up to someone else. hahah..which is sooner. hmmm...

no neeed to talk about another melayu butim thinking to be better for myself and hoping other will change theirselve too. hmmm..end up we will become MELAYU GAGAH PERKASA... hiks!! hopefully. heheh...k i think i start to dig about dis deeper la plak kan..hmm. after dis ade class illustration. i wish i could spent in this cold and confartable room while typuing about bla-bla thing longer.heheh..illust for around this time...haiyak!!! leteyh owh!! plus i dint bring any material.hahahah...SEBAB AKU MALAS!!! see...malay=malas!!! TUKARRRRRRR!!! ;)

k. la.yap!! yap!! yap!!
hiks...

im going to class afterdis...rindu PROF SYUKUR KATENYE!!!!


melayu HEBAT PERKASA,
farisya nadiah

master peice!!!

have a look at the dress!!! IMPRESSed!!!

wowness,
FARISYA NADIAH

wowi33

impressed,
farisya nadiah

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

starting from tomorrow, i will spend my day at my long abandon kampung which is BAGAN DATOH, PERAK (daddy,s side) then maybe to TELUK INTAN,PERAK (mummy's side). i cant wait to spendmy day there.heheh..full of laughter lagik2 maklang...heheheh havoc!!!

rebut2 bantal on the nite is the must thing to do when we are at kampung. yealah....atok's childrens jerk dah 9, including anak beranak dorunk lagik.it is a huge family. but still place to sleep x der la smpai x der..cos atok's house are huge and big, enough space for us!!!

raye eve, myself will make sure ive book my spot to sleep,which is infront of the tv just to make sure i can see SAMPAIKAN SALAM,which i always imagine im in it where by im wishing to my family while im at somewhere else studying.heheheh...ayat slalu berangan:"saya farisya nadiah,daripada universiti of tokyo(sebab dat time teringin gile nak g jepun, influence by takuya's story)kepada keluarga saye yang berada di bagan datoh perak tuh, kalu makan2 ketupat lemang and rendang, ingat2 lah saye dsini". while pakai baju sejok or somehting!!! heheheh.....AMIN.no word as never rite!! hehe...

then, we will always make sure lampu was off early, becos "takut bangun lamabat katenye"..hahaha wat ever!!! if u want to noe....one by one of us will get up and go to dapur to "konon" minum or wat not, but the truth is....ade persidangan plak kat blakang!!! sorunk2 bangun and join the persidangan.gelak2 and old memories will came out one by one.hehehe....time tuh la ayah and ude will borak2 about their kids time.heheheh...ayah and ude will "gadoh2" until penat, then continue with mak langstory and their great2 grandfateher and so on. until then, the time are near to subuh.....finally on the raye...late to mosque will always happen.ehehe....apelah!!!

in the morning plak, heheeh..sume mcm ngelak2 to take a bath first cos, kampungs water are not the same as kl.SUPER COLD!!! hmm....but still have to mandi....solat raye!! but too bad for those who mandi late....air will dry and wat u get is the daki part.yelah..it is kolah!! though the kolah is huge but still not enough to atok's family.heheheh...tunggu la air yg ciput2 nak kluar tuh!!! hehehehe....

balek semayang tuh samelah mcm family yanglain....salam2 and makan2 and the best part is after this...after everything settled...makan and on....hmmmmm..perut mule meragam.cos kuah kacang and of course our stomach x tukar setting lagik...still puasa setting!!! hmmm....afterdat lah sume gadoh2....kat atas rumah dah bole dgr...CEPAT2...CEPAT!!!! from thr toilet downstairs.heheheh...quieng to go to the toilet!!! haiyak...mmg x suke part nie.but it was a good an wonderfull memory.sape yg dah x tahan sgt tuh terpaksa la ke rumah org sebelah or ke umah mak long timah!! or even worst...TITI!!! wahahahah :) kelaka.....wat a memory!!!

hmm........by da way..selamat hari raye. maaf zahir batin in the deepest of my heart for the sin that ive done to anyone of u espeacially mak ayah yong bangah jea ewan atok bobolt, my cousin, my auntieuncle,my close fwen, my uitm fwen, my schoolmate,my plkn fwen, everyone that i noe,the one that who know me(amboi,pasan plak kau)oand most important to everyone who dislike or hate me(im so sorry) theheheh...sory for everything,if my existing in ur life are burdening u guys,if any harsh word from, evil attitude, or silly jokes.im only a human which full of sin!!! hehehe....and im wishing u,happy holiday and enjoy the days with ur loves one!!!be safe and take care!!!

yehaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....dah raye la..x cayeplak!!!


x sabar nk jumpe budak2 keci nie...sure dah besar!!! hiks


love,
farisya nadiah

stREAtch

love,
farisya

DRAGGYYYY...

i just need this moment to freeze while im enjoying the veiw and absorbing the feelings deep inside my heart.

HATE+HATING+HATRED=MYSELF

this week was full of hate and negetive things happen to me.but the wort part was, it was all came from me!! everything!! that the worst....ARGHHH!!! miss classes, my freelancing are not done yet and new coming, means LAGIK BERTIMBUn,assignment lagi la!!! BANyal NAK MAMPOS!!!, then news yg dah sangka just x tau bile jerk!! ahaaa....hmmm...dah KAWEN DAh!!! congrates!!! hmmm....tuh pon baru teringat mase borak2 kat rumah!! hehehe....kelakar la!!!

nie kat cc nie.nanti la kiter explain about everything!! dada!!

miss me!! wink2


hate,
farisya nadiah

falling

huh...while browsing my "dusty and tones of spider web" playlist the other day, i found this song that ive forgoten about!! and currently im keep on playing it.feel some connection to it!!! listen to the lyric and the relaxing music then try to relate it to urself.may u find something in it!!! wink2




myself,
farisya nadiah

FiNALLy gATHERed!!!

after a long time.......finally!!! MUSA's family reunited!! hiks...wat a such feeling!!










and the bestest part is...konon CANDID thingy!!! hikss..miss it damn badly!!






love,
farisya nadiah

someone reading my blog!!!!

hehehehhe...owhhh rupernyer someone reading my blog and someone plak kepochie cnn-ing about my blog to the other someone!!!! hehehhe....which is my GEDIK sister and my LOVELY-DOVEY mummy.wink2!!! at first a bit embaresssed but towards the end as usual FARISYA will end up thinking at the positve side!!! at least they knew wat i felt and they knew what my mind thinking and the best part of it, i dont even need to open my mouth and said it out loud which will make me more emberassed.hiks....but xleyh gak!! expression is something that i need to learn since my working area are alll about expressionning feels and thougts!! hmmm....hiks...ill try harder next time!! but this considered somekind of medium than im easy with and comfortable to use.hmmm....

im in the class nie...cad!!! borink and dont noe wat to do though i have a full load of work to be settled before cuti raya!!! hmmm...but as always..my lazy ass always wins!!! BURGHHH!!! damn u lazzy ass!!!!wink2

and last but not least i would like to wish all of muslim,who reads my blog(as if ) hiks! wish u guys selamat menyambut hari raya aidilfitri, maaf zahir dan batin!!! wish u happy with all ur families on that day.amin!!! and to my mummy and sis if u read this....BILE NAK SHOP2!!! wink2....ka la ddaaa!!!!!!!