gegeh,
farisya nadiah
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Monday, February 15, 2010
rest in peace mCQ
sad of losing him as one of the big name in fashion design and inspirational person.
Saturday, February 13, 2010
@previous.....current@
takala tong chang tong chang......(one of chinese song which happen stucked in my head)
:)
hmm...today: infront of tv, atoks watching ANAK MAMI, i already eaten nasi lemak mummy's, bolt ate nasi with ikan, babies bising nak minum susu from bolt, and im still hanging my towel on my shoulder wanting to take a bath but blogging craze me more. mummy and daddy are not at home,dating somewhere i dont noe and jea is currently eating nasi lemak.
wink2,
farisya nadiah
:)
hmm...today: infront of tv, atoks watching ANAK MAMI, i already eaten nasi lemak mummy's, bolt ate nasi with ikan, babies bising nak minum susu from bolt, and im still hanging my towel on my shoulder wanting to take a bath but blogging craze me more. mummy and daddy are not at home,dating somewhere i dont noe and jea is currently eating nasi lemak.
wink2,
farisya nadiah
Friday, February 12, 2010
cutiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!! yeay
hehehehe...happy Chinese new year and most important HAPPY HOLIDAY!!! heheheh....
owh trip is around the corner and the theme is futuristic...hmm first time ever for degree trip!!wink2...have fun!!!
excited,
farisya nadiah
owh trip is around the corner and the theme is futuristic...hmm first time ever for degree trip!!wink2...have fun!!!
excited,
farisya nadiah
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
feelings
hmm...today, after advanced photography class, for the first time ever, i walk down to seksyen 2 to catch for the bus ride!! seriously, that was my first time ever after one year ive studied in shah alam!! it quite nervous hik, but thank to awien for the information given.
haha...but later in the bus,im was like hearing my playlist, for a second i feel touched but something deep in my heart.fuh!! time tuh lagu ape ekh, indonesian song, yah "cinta dalam hati" by ungu!! i feel so touched and there was like thousands of clips were playing in my head.everything. plus it was raining and the situation really helps me be in the FARISYA's zone. really, though there are tons of people arounds me but i felt that im there alone and just by myself. seat next to me is empty, the bus window are wet by the dots of the rain and pouring water from top of the bus, the combination of the lights through the water dots that make the lights a little bit spreading, the chaos federal, person waiting at the bus top with umbrella, one men stays under the jambatan and took out his helmets out waiting for the rain to stop and so many more. AND I FEEL SO TOUCHED. i dont noe if this is due to some my red "monthly business" or this month is February which is love month but huh.... yaa I CRIED!! hmm...but of course im cover it up!!
hmm...i felt like, im empty, alone, and ................then i thought about my best friends, my parents, my sister, everything.and the most remembered part was the time ive thought of previous moment, syima's moment.and suddenly....i TER-wish, is there any possibilities that some one out there gonna have that feeling like he did to her, for myself?? IS THAT POSSIBLE? IS THERE SOMEONE OUT THERE?? hmm...i just wanted to know that someone love me,it is enough!! just want to know if there any, even it is little2 tiny feeling of it!!hmm....hahahha!! ceh sentimental la plak kan!! but ya..that was wat i thought and as human being im still have to face that kind of feelings and im just trying to be HUMAN here. hiks.
blalalalalalalala.....ya maybe!!hiks.
ya lah.. maybe because of the month la kot!! hiks. k la tata!! LOVE U ALWAYS
tender love,
farisya nadiah
haha...but later in the bus,im was like hearing my playlist, for a second i feel touched but something deep in my heart.fuh!! time tuh lagu ape ekh, indonesian song, yah "cinta dalam hati" by ungu!! i feel so touched and there was like thousands of clips were playing in my head.everything. plus it was raining and the situation really helps me be in the FARISYA's zone. really, though there are tons of people arounds me but i felt that im there alone and just by myself. seat next to me is empty, the bus window are wet by the dots of the rain and pouring water from top of the bus, the combination of the lights through the water dots that make the lights a little bit spreading, the chaos federal, person waiting at the bus top with umbrella, one men stays under the jambatan and took out his helmets out waiting for the rain to stop and so many more. AND I FEEL SO TOUCHED. i dont noe if this is due to some my red "monthly business" or this month is February which is love month but huh.... yaa I CRIED!! hmm...but of course im cover it up!!
hmm...i felt like, im empty, alone, and ................then i thought about my best friends, my parents, my sister, everything.and the most remembered part was the time ive thought of previous moment, syima's moment.and suddenly....i TER-wish, is there any possibilities that some one out there gonna have that feeling like he did to her, for myself?? IS THAT POSSIBLE? IS THERE SOMEONE OUT THERE?? hmm...i just wanted to know that someone love me,it is enough!! just want to know if there any, even it is little2 tiny feeling of it!!hmm....hahahha!! ceh sentimental la plak kan!! but ya..that was wat i thought and as human being im still have to face that kind of feelings and im just trying to be HUMAN here. hiks.
blalalalalalalala.....ya maybe!!hiks.
ya lah.. maybe because of the month la kot!! hiks. k la tata!! LOVE U ALWAYS
tender love,
farisya nadiah
mystery number
lately...im receiving some calls from unknown number. what hates me the most, when im answering the phone, there was no people respond to me back...and keep on waiting and didnt hang up!!!
and it happen like more than 10 times already.i guess!!!huh!!! it stressed me up ok!!
kalu nk ckp, ckp jerk la!!! adoi!!! aku x makan org la!!! maximum worst reply from me if give me feedback pon, ill hang up the phone jerk!! kan dah kene cibai bagai!! padan muke!! so...to whom it may concern though i knoe he/she didnt ever knew about my blog at all, but i m begging here pls do something else better rather than wasting up ur phone bill. thank u very much!!!
geram,
farisya nadiah
and it happen like more than 10 times already.i guess!!!huh!!! it stressed me up ok!!
kalu nk ckp, ckp jerk la!!! adoi!!! aku x makan org la!!! maximum worst reply from me if give me feedback pon, ill hang up the phone jerk!! kan dah kene cibai bagai!! padan muke!! so...to whom it may concern though i knoe he/she didnt ever knew about my blog at all, but i m begging here pls do something else better rather than wasting up ur phone bill. thank u very much!!!
geram,
farisya nadiah
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
new journey..sux all the way!!
hello myself!!! its been ages long Ive not update my blog.it is not that im super busy with the assignment but it is due to some laziness to do so. but, in my mind there are tons of things and words and zillion of alphabets keep on lingering on my mind. and FUUUHH... today, i manage to sucked it out from my already messed up head. until then there are many stories that i would love to share with other but to due of some "unsharable" stories...i didn't do so. but instead here i am!! hmmm...
ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!! u know wat it means right??? it is hard too let it out here by words but i try my very hard to let it out so that i would be more less burden than im before. hmm i really thankful that i ve u BLOG!!! hiks...
let start with matter in home which related to school and related to me, MYSELF!!!
for the time being that ive been silent, im in away of processing myself to adjust my surrounding which i think is the biggest matter here. house and working environment are the different places for myself. HOME, is a place that i lepak, tido, and hibernating. while my working area are the place i stayed up long nites, talk about work, idea and many thing to be shared with my colleague. but this matter doesn't really exists in my life anymore. my working area are now merge with my home sweet home which i seems to be much chaos and weird for me.
home, work, and all thing in my mind are all united. makes me so much anger that i can thrown. im alone in the house with my parent. if im in stress,all that i can do is shout out at my parents especially my mother cos she the only want who check on me. so i feel so frustrated with myself. i cant ask, i cant laugh, i cant let out what i want to do, and this environment make me so damn hurt!!!! FUCK!! i wish i could let the anger in me flown far away!! but too bad i doesn't do so.
license....i hate to mention about this. i cant do anything without it. i already registered for the course but dint come to the class like at all for the time being. time really hate me to do this. arghhh!!! i want buy things, i wanna do that, this, i wanna meet someone and so much thing to do that i cant do it due to this matter, i feel stucked all the time. i wish i could get away of this. transportation really an important issued to me but yaa....i have to get over the matter as soon as possible. damn!!! just imagine...my course, fashion design are all about time management and plus our project are like mountain in the skies. huh!!! but i cant do it!!! and im not free to do it!!!shit..merepeking already!!!
school...im in a process of put all my heart and soul back to the school and back to the course that im taking which im consider passion before. but insyaalah, i managed to built it the passion back to my heart and hopefully it stick with me until the end. amin..course right now i feel really alive to do all the things ive to do in the mean time. aim..amin..amin.. but last week i have disapoint one of my lecturer again. i really didn't want it to be happen again this time around though..but i already dit. i should focus and stay focus to do my work as i did before at perak!! i need that farisya back!!! seriously. i can do it. i knoe!! amin..amin..amin!! i want to be back again... i want it damn badly.cos i know there are so many thing inside me that drooling to get out from me and producing something that ive never imagine before. i knoe there a talent in me cos people say so...i knew it is there but i cant let it out fro me cos im scared to do so.why???maybe im too afraid that people will judge me.. i guess!!! im afraid to lost again.im afraid i will meet the failure again like im in part 6!! hmmm...yes now im admit it!! im afraid to loose!! hmm....but i will never again.im gonna promise that!!! seriously...
this time around..i should and must wake up!!! i already learn form the mistake and already face the dark phase on mine. and this is the time to shake the whole wide world again and shocked the people that see u as one of stupid before. here u go FARISYA!!! aja aja FIGHTING!!! hiks... ceh farisya already here!!! amin..amin...amin!!!
beginning of 2010, it may sound and seems to be hard and thorn at first but im sure that there gonna be beauties and rainbow in the end. amin..amin..amin..
lecturer..just wait form me k!! im coming and catching up!!! for real!!! yes i am!! im gonna shock u with all my work!!
this is what i called journey...
love, farisya nadiah
ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!! u know wat it means right??? it is hard too let it out here by words but i try my very hard to let it out so that i would be more less burden than im before. hmm i really thankful that i ve u BLOG!!! hiks...
let start with matter in home which related to school and related to me, MYSELF!!!
for the time being that ive been silent, im in away of processing myself to adjust my surrounding which i think is the biggest matter here. house and working environment are the different places for myself. HOME, is a place that i lepak, tido, and hibernating. while my working area are the place i stayed up long nites, talk about work, idea and many thing to be shared with my colleague. but this matter doesn't really exists in my life anymore. my working area are now merge with my home sweet home which i seems to be much chaos and weird for me.
home, work, and all thing in my mind are all united. makes me so much anger that i can thrown. im alone in the house with my parent. if im in stress,all that i can do is shout out at my parents especially my mother cos she the only want who check on me. so i feel so frustrated with myself. i cant ask, i cant laugh, i cant let out what i want to do, and this environment make me so damn hurt!!!! FUCK!! i wish i could let the anger in me flown far away!! but too bad i doesn't do so.
license....i hate to mention about this. i cant do anything without it. i already registered for the course but dint come to the class like at all for the time being. time really hate me to do this. arghhh!!! i want buy things, i wanna do that, this, i wanna meet someone and so much thing to do that i cant do it due to this matter, i feel stucked all the time. i wish i could get away of this. transportation really an important issued to me but yaa....i have to get over the matter as soon as possible. damn!!! just imagine...my course, fashion design are all about time management and plus our project are like mountain in the skies. huh!!! but i cant do it!!! and im not free to do it!!!shit..merepeking already!!!
school...im in a process of put all my heart and soul back to the school and back to the course that im taking which im consider passion before. but insyaalah, i managed to built it the passion back to my heart and hopefully it stick with me until the end. amin..course right now i feel really alive to do all the things ive to do in the mean time. aim..amin..amin.. but last week i have disapoint one of my lecturer again. i really didn't want it to be happen again this time around though..but i already dit. i should focus and stay focus to do my work as i did before at perak!! i need that farisya back!!! seriously. i can do it. i knoe!! amin..amin..amin!! i want to be back again... i want it damn badly.cos i know there are so many thing inside me that drooling to get out from me and producing something that ive never imagine before. i knoe there a talent in me cos people say so...i knew it is there but i cant let it out fro me cos im scared to do so.why???maybe im too afraid that people will judge me.. i guess!!! im afraid to lost again.im afraid i will meet the failure again like im in part 6!! hmmm...yes now im admit it!! im afraid to loose!! hmm....but i will never again.im gonna promise that!!! seriously...
this time around..i should and must wake up!!! i already learn form the mistake and already face the dark phase on mine. and this is the time to shake the whole wide world again and shocked the people that see u as one of stupid before. here u go FARISYA!!! aja aja FIGHTING!!! hiks... ceh farisya already here!!! amin..amin...amin!!!
beginning of 2010, it may sound and seems to be hard and thorn at first but im sure that there gonna be beauties and rainbow in the end. amin..amin..amin..
lecturer..just wait form me k!! im coming and catching up!!! for real!!! yes i am!! im gonna shock u with all my work!!
this is what i called journey...
love, farisya nadiah
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