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Falling Slowly, Best Original Song Oscar Winner 2007, from movie Once.

“….the fact that we're standing here tonight, the fact that we're able to hold this, it's just to prove no matter how far out your dreams are, it's possible. And, you know, fair play to those who dare to dream and don't give up. And this song was written from a perspective of hope, and hope at the end of the day connects us all, no matter how different we are”

p/s : it say something.

Love,
Farisya

Sunrise till Dawn

" if u failed to plan, you plan to failed."

i guess that quote make sense for me now! yup it say what it is, directly. stab me deep. furthermore, it is what am i facing right now. As what as im  concern, there's a lot of thing in my mind that i wish i want in life, but it stays as what it is, WISH! hoping for it to come through wouldn't make it any better because i know hope without any step that lead you to your wish wouldn't make it possible to achieved. this is not a world of all your word may come true. this is not heaven or any wonderland or magic-land. this is world that requires to work, very hard, ups and downs and achieved your goals. Sacrifices have to be made. But, what is your goals? and where is your sacrifices?

i didnt see any. im afraid you have lost your own dream and goals. but that wouldn't make tings worst. you can always set again. you can always built your goals again. Trying to make things possible again. so what your plan?

make money is the most important ting right now because i know without money i cant go no where. Only with money i can do what ever i wish i want. So for money sake, i need to have a job.  by mean permanent job, not like what you did now. make it more stable than what it is now. Than slowly try to achieved what you want in life and most importantly try your hard to keep in-touch with your first plan. Business. that is what i really wish that i can make it. i dont want to live working with others my entire life. Just to get money and just to built my foundation first. later it would be another story.

Secondly, i don't you ever put on hope in others anymore. You the only one that can help yourself, to get out from what you r in now. your mission and their mission is not in the same page. let works your life together with me, your soul. hehe...let synchrony you lazy ass, your heavy brain and i your soul. Built your life back. face the world and don't be afraid of them anymore. expectation can lead you to frustration but now forget about frustration. that is actually a thing that u need to be away from. nothing else. Therefore work your ass up! dont be lazy and relax. Summer is over! 

Thirdly, be selfish as selfish as u can. Because now, it is time for your to get out from your comfort zone. u need to be focus. whatever decision you make is for your own good. most important thing it is for your future. That is what you have to sacrifices. your time and your life. Only you basis. focus on thing that u NEED to do cos you have to built a solid foundation first in order to achieved anything that you want, your ambition. life is crazy and life is alone-shit thing. so bare with it. no matter how hard it is you have to make your steps towards something that beneficial to yourself. not others. im sorry, u have to. GET OUT FROM COMFORT ZONE! that is your sacrifices.

Last but not least, get your confidence back. do something that boost up your confident level. New cloth, new mission, new idea, new shoes, new health strategies, read a lot, oxygenated,  keep fit, work out and alot more to list. Make new friends, make new hobby, search for overseas info and so on. i believe in that ways you can make your life busy. either way u can help to encourage yourself to a positive thinking and 'waste a time' to think about something healthy. it helps you to think good and feel good at the same time. yeay!

hey, BODY AND SOUL, lets works together. be a best mate, the best among all. Help out whenever you need help. im sure you have a bright day ahead. let sunrise and dawn be our witness. :)

feel great,

Farisya