Bukan Cermin Kusam

Aku tahu susah untuk tahu.
Apa yang kita jalankan.
Apa yang akan kita hadap didepan,
Mungkin sekarang kita menduga
dan mungkin esok kita tetap menduga
benarkah apa yang terduga oleh kita.

aku tahu saat ini masih sukar.
Masih dalam untuk kita paham.
jangan pernah salahkan waktu
lantas jangan kita pendam ini akan padam
dendam ini akan berikan nyawa
untuk hidup kental dan tega..
dan itu mungkin esok

aku munkin tak layak untuk paham
mungkin paham aku, racun untuk engkau,
harap aku, kau pun bukan cermin kusam.
keluhan itu buah manis peneman jatuh,
aku bantah tegas tutupkan dia
aku takut aku turut sama
x sempat engkau ku sambut,
jauh dalam kelam engkau dan aku,
sumpah aku x mahu kesana kita berdua.

hey, jom sama kita lawan,
kikiskan kusam yang berjelaga
lawan sampai kita jumpa..
kawan engkau yang ini.
dan diri engkau yang itu.
dalam cermin yang sama.

love,
farisya nadiah

Pecah

Lepas harap satu titik,
Tampungkan gelap walau x semua,
Belum sempat harap kumilik
Malam kau saksi gagah ku x lama,

Kau cubit hatiku,
Sama dulu mak x beli patung barbie,
Sekarang jelas rintih berbunyi,
Lagu haru milik hati.

Tuan besar jelas kau marah,
Hatiku sudah makin parah,
Saat Gerak tangan kau yg terarah,
Cukup buat tergelas pecah.

   Punah,

  Farisya Nadiah

Pouring Miracles

Bismillah...

(14:38) Our Lord! Surely You know all that we conceal and all that we reveal,⁵¹ and nothing in the earth or in the heaven is hidden from Allah.

Untill then, it was a pause. Total mute with only a sudden shock. Yaa, even to that shock! How loud it could be for Him. When even a silent is too loud to be heard. I felt has been listend to the word that ive not yet say. A feel of love appeared and yet understand that ive been understand! (*complicated i know)

Then, reciting continues...

(14:40) My Lord! Enable me and my offspring to establish Prayer, and do accept, our Lord, this prayer of mine.

Total silent, and thinking...

I think Allah just have answer Ibrahim's prayer. How that yet so far but yet so near to felt. More love has been found. Im hearing you dear Ibrahim, and i thank you for your rememberence towards me. Alhamdullilah Allah have granted me your wishes. Or maybe Allah has always wanted so or maybe this is what my father always asked from Allah.

Wow! Dad i love you for the love that have you poured on me all this while.. So that i hope i can repay your love though i know i have no power to that so....

So then....

This was recited to answer my wish...

(14:41) Our Lord! Forgive me and my parents and the believers on the Day when the reckoning will take place."

How thankful i am today, im fully blessed!  That magic of your words will never be compared to anything else. It always been true. Alhamdullilah. 

(Surah Ibrahim, 14:38-41)

Love, 

Farisya Musa