MAY U GET WELL SOON!!

LATER ON THE NITE OF ZETTY'S MUM HAS PASSED AWAY....one more bad new has received to my ears....my uncle was admitted in hospital, STROKE!!! fuh....it is all happen to fast in one time..ALLAH want to show me something that im totaly aware about it. UDA is my father's brother and he always been AYAH's best mate. they love to fight in a good way!! ahahaha...kampung will be totally havoc if they are meet up together and there are like perang between them when they talk to each other..hahah if people didnt knew ourstyle..they might thought they are having a fight or something..PERAK/...PERAK!!!

but last nite...my mum told me his brain are not function well that cause to brain death.maybe some of the death brain cell will affect his memory or affect his other systems. and currently, he is not like before, he talk about something past. MAY HE WILL GET WELL SOON!!

love,
farisya nadiah

another story of LOVE!!

BAD NEWS ON two SATURDAY IN A ROW....




AL FATEHAH....to Pn.FATIMAH BT KHADIJAH...my hingusan fwen's beloved mother, zetty arfah razali, are in her way of waiting to meet ALLAH. the almighty GOD who has finely creat us in this life.

what i could say....astagfirullah!!!

same routine of my weekend..bad news on Saturday and funeral on Sunday.praise to almighty ALLAH for the gift that has HIM revealed to me. im totally out of words and believe me...THERE IS NO OTHER TRUE THAN UR POWER!!subhanallah..

she has been suffered from extreme cancer which started from breast cancer and later on spread dramaticly toward her other organs and later to her system.she has been struggle all this while but she still manage to keep the pain to herself.




and to dear zetty, i knoe u are strong enough cos all this happen is on suppose-to-be URDAY but still can hide the pain just to make sure ur younger sibling didnt feel weak.im salute u for that.u sacrifice alot in life.im totaly amazed with the courage that u have shown to ur siblings. if im in ur shoes...im totaly out of imagination about myself!!!

and yes...suddenly im feel that im in a different phase rite now...ADULT-a-TION is not something that is easy as i think when im younger.

love,
farisya nadiah

L>O>V>E

subhanALLAH...

masyALLAH....


this is the only word i can say dat day...on last SATURDAY 17th April 2010, sharp on 4.oopm that day!!! i couldn't believe myself to hear this at first time...AM has passed away...i was so shocked and couldn't believe when syima told to me on the phone.im straight away offered myself to called am myself just to make sure the information is genuinely true.though in my mind, imagination lingers. imagining this is not true or this is kind of PRANK or something and really hope it is.BUT, yup i couldn't challenge ALLAH almighty power. YES,this is wat happen to me last weekend.my dearie best fwen, hashimah hashim has lost his undevidedly beloved boyfriend, ANDEK AFHAM @ randek rafham (just for syima :) ).




though im not his close friend or something and the beginning of his life in my life is when hashimah bring him to mylife. but i can say that, i noe how they fall in love and the down and the up path of thier relationship.and yes they have given me alot of new idea and perception about LOVE.ingat lagi kat perak....they spent a lot of time togather on the phone...phone was thier bestest friend ever. when we asked, who is him to her...typical celebrity answer...KAWAN2 jerk( x lebeyh dari itu-tmbah sendiri) hiks...ya!! ya!! ya!! hiks...funny!! u are so HAPPY DAT TIME. i still remember ur smile and laugh back then.but to bad...his time is up.his job in this world has come to the end and it is time for him to be back by ALLAH's side.almighty god who has created him to ourlife.

2 years of knowing him from hashimah has given me so many thoughts and views that i cant get from anyone else at the moment.the meaning of love, the meaning of sacrifices, the meaning of heart, passion, pain, and the most important thing has thought me about the power that we cant fight and how fine god has created our journey in life. im so mesmerize and speechless.im totally out of word.

and i really hope my et will get well soon though i noe it is easy to say but hard to be like wat we hope her to be. but as a friend i just can wish to see her smile and to hear her laugh back again. like always, u always there for me, make all silly jokes that always draws smile to my face, and u always get my attention with ur clownness clumsy action and always being my crying shoulder and hope i can do the same too. and i love her.

love,
farisya nadiah

al fatehah

to ANDEK MOHD AFHAM BIN ANDEK MOHD YAAKUB


dengan menyebut nama ALLAH yang MAHA PEMURAH lagi MAHA MENGASIHANI

segala puji bagi ALLAH, tuhan semesta alam.

MAHA pemurah lagu MAHA penyayang

yang menguasai hari pembalasan

hanya engkaulah kami menyembah dan kepada engkaulah kami meminta pertolongan

tunjukkanlah kami jalan yang lurus

jalan orang2 yang telah engkau anugerahkan nikmat kepada mereka, bukan jalan yang dimurkai,dan bukan jalan yang sesat.

semoga roh arwah ditempatkan dikalangan orang2 yang dikasihi tuhan dan dibawah peliharaannya selalu. amin.

and to my dearest HASHIMAH HASHIM im here by ur side. we've been knowing in and out of ourselve...ur test was here and mine will be later, oneday!! hope we can face this togather. AMIN!!


love,
farisya nadiah

L.O.V.E

there are alot of things i want to share with u blog since i have forgotten u about long time due to some undivided time with myself...and currently im attracted to the word LOVE which i have pick along the journey i have faced lately... there are many version of love that i think people might get into one of the situation and im witnessing this situation based on my environments and surroundings....thankx to every person involved.

love doesnt come easily....every human being are searching for it. some people are stupid and most of them are dumb. some are blind and some are worst than blind people. and sometime...the love that u are searching for are not worth enough for u to explore and experience cos it wont give u anything.this sound negetive about love...and yes..for me the negativity of love that lead u to be some kind of person...REALITY!!

im attracted to this matter though i didnt experience much about it for myself...but i do understand though maybe for them i just can hear it but not feel it. but deeply...im dying to search why they react the way it is.hmmm...people react differently and act differently than wat they feel deep deep in thier heart while they are in love.

the reason just one,....u are not the same person as anyone else in thier life. so they wont react simply the same as they react to anyone else. and y they do so is wat i want to explain here...

love,
farisya nadiah