COMMUNICATION& MANAGMENT
including this coming semester....its already been 5 terrible years im with UITM...and hopefully gonna wear my graduation hat again by end of next year...HOPEFULLY..amin!!!
hmm....its been tough and difficult time around my semester break.where im in my practical training with FOREVER 21 at PAVILLION.hmm....tough as in....dealing with human and drama.hahah..such thing were most difficult thing to handle compare to the job itself. and plus...communication and power of manipulate things are low for me. but yes...i admit one thing that i think im suitable in....which i LOVE to arrange and settle up the puzzle and messed up wire!! that is what i think myself could contributed in!!
dealing with people in different environment and mentality was such a bigger task but yet i think i managed to talk watever i felt wrong and suppose to change. and yes, I DID CONTRIBUTED something to the company and now it is up to them to do the rest of the work!!! aas u noe im just an inter, thank you!! but mr manager ya...ill remember u always.ull be my biggest role model of not-to-be-like. wink
SELF-HELP& MOTIVATOR
i can see that now people are not satisfied with all the talent that i have.the reason is just one....i dint show them wat i have IN ME!!! it just only the outest layer of me im showing. just wait and see.,...
JUDGEMENTAL
but to my dearest lecturer...u cant simply judge me...TYPICAL PJrians ATTITUDE!!! u didnt deserve to say that..and u didnt deserve to show me the way of being succes....NOT EVEN A SINGLE STEPS...how can i be free to be what i want to be if u guys just stuck in that litle room of urs WHILE HAVING SNACKS IN UR BOG MOUTH and talking and gossiping about ur student and didnt even give a chance for them to talk and defend themselves. LET forget about everything and LET THEM start a new life ahead. while on the other hand WHICH IS THE WORST, the student are fully motivated than she ever know she is that time and trying to gain more motivation from so called LECTURER/MOTIVATOR. to bad, u are not even listen to them far from understand them!!! is it consider u are educating them??? it is far from teaching but bias-ing. everyone and every student deserve to be better. it is depend on them. ur job there is to GUIDE them...not JUDGE!!! issit fair??? and even worst u didn't give them a chance to be themselves and handle everything according their way!!! EVERYONE IS NOT THE SAME..u must have the plan and back up in dealing with this such people!!! as u noe u are LECTURER.u must be better at it!!! and YAAAAA...EVERYONE ARE NOT THE SAME!!!!
SELF HELP AGAIN!!
and yes my dear SELF, i dindt deserve to swallow all the respons where i think i shouldnt be...cos i noe i have the right to speak up!! not to be rude...but ya...im a DEGREE student now..im not a kid anymore and im not a person than just knock myhead down every single time im asked to do so.....and YES i have to speak out!! as like i've learnt...idea is something u cant hold to urself...it is wat need to be thrown!!! same goes to my VOICE too......and imnot stupid and im not blind either!! i have eyes, i have brain, i have heart, and i have my INDIVIDUALLY WAY OF THINKING!!! that is most important thing.....and im not going to plan to be a defensive person....but sometimes it is a must!!!!
lovely ever,
farisya nadiah
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