y don malaysia have bigger shoes?

today's MOOD: disappoited!!! the shoes that ive looking before...short of size 9!! damn!! decided to buy that shoes for class but too bad my size is too big for the shop to provide!!!hate it so much!!! who wore that small shoes anyway???

but hehehe....yong bought me the beg that i wanted a long time before!!! hehehe...i thought wanna buy it for myself using my own money cos yong already spoil us by spending her money for us to shop!!! but then...she insist not to take the money i gave her...THANK U SO MUCH SISTA!!! hiks...u make my day!!

p/s: still looking andfinding for the kind of shoe that i've wanted to buy today earlier!!! and yup with the big 9 size of mine!!!owh tmrw wanna do something to my hair!! hiks!! dada...


oklah,
farisya nadiah

the day has come...PUAN NURUL ASYIKIN ALI!!!

FINALLY....the day has past us by!! a sudden...syikin wedding day which we long waited are already happen and it is became a memorable memory for her and for us too!! ahaks...everything going smoothly and no tragic moment happen on that day except for one scene....AWIEN's tears!!! wahahaha....wating for this to happen so that i can proudly type it here. haha...

but to be true...ive also had my crying moment during that day...after akad nikah and during merenjis time!!! epit's uncle was hugging him gracefully and dat moment i saw some real love exist.hiks...then sudden my heart felt "huk" and some waters came out from my eyes!! ahaks...but attention: SOME ok!!! ahak...not like kind of waterfall kind a thing as awien ways of crying!! wahhaha..best nye bahan!! but ya...im a human being too...i still have an "eyes" that sense the sweetest moment like this and finally felt the way it is suppose to feel. wat a such feeling.








-acu....lawa nyer acuuu!!!!-sincerly from her neices.



and i've learn dat...wat ever day was dat day are...to believe or not.with out our beloved (this including families, best friend or even normal person in our daily live) the day will never be as wonderfull as it seems to be...cos HAPPINESS is the best thing when we can share it with our sayangs, babes, familia, and blalala. if not our live will as empty as unfurnished castle.beauty on the outside but scary like hell in the inside.(ok perumpaaman aku watever) ahaks....

so to PUAN NURUL ASHIKIN ALI and MOHD AFIFFUDIN..SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU!!! with all the bestest wishes from me and moga langkawi nanti ko xde morning sickness lagi la kan!!! lek ar honey moon la dlu...ahaks...!!!! AND..

dengan ini dengan rasmi nye saye mengishtiharkan bahawa...PUAN NURUL ASYIKIN ALI telah ditendang kluar FROm OUR CLUB!! wink


love,
FARISYA NADIAH

TE BIG DAY IS COMING!!!

well, just sit back there and wait whos gonna cry on SYIKIN's WEDDING this weekend!!

picture snap will be the witness!! ahaks!!


love,
FARISYA NADIAH

wanna see dis!! PERFECTION

i cant wait anymore...!!! gona love..love..love!!!

love,
farisya nadiah

:)

love,
farisya nadiah

LIST OF WOW-I-HATE-IT-n-NO-REGRET!!

SUX NO ONE
looking at my picture list in facebook and finds out that i dun have any new design that i produce. SUX NO ONE!!


SUX NO TWO
no good result and to much gap with my batch

SUX NO THREE
im kindda a person that accepting and not giving..huh!! hate this so much!! way to go farisya

SUX NO FOUR
im keepon waiting something to happen though it is alot in my mind. do it and fun wit it sya!!

SUX NO FIVE
my freedom are not achieved yet!!! not having license yet make me feel terible this year. there is a lot to do and i cant do it becos of this careless issues!! shit i hope i can rewind the time went im still working at bennetton...with full of money in the pocket!!


SUX NO SIX
im still stuck in the limited circle of fwen. my brain need to work somewhere that ive never been force to think. i NEED it !!my brain want to exercise...she need to polish the rusty wire u kone!!


SUX NO SEVEN
i given myself a huge mess by MESSING out with my lecturer and im kindda put myself in a grudge hole myself!!! thanks alot.and now i need to push myself climb up the hole by hook or crook.

SUX NO EIGHT
i have no wonderfull memerois with my beloved S.O.B. there is no wonderfull event created this year like we did before...like MP,PENANG, RJ and so many to list back then.

SUX NO NINE
i didnt give any of myfwen or sibling anything this year..not even a card!! ima bad fwen and sister and daughter.haha...



SUX NO 10
the suckiest part of all are im SUX this YEAR...THANKX SYA!!!wink2




sorry for every damage i did dis year and move on girl!!! ahaks...there is new journey ahead!!! it GONNA BE GREAT!!balalala..

SUX-er,
farisya nadiah

2009 VERSION

while ive nothing much to do...marathon and box set are my best fwen ever and i love it!!( that the only thing i love in this break and that the only way to avoid me doing something more hatefullness routine to myself) HUH!!

marathon..yeay...nice and betest part of my life. being in someones life are much better rather than stuck in my boring lifestyle rite now.haha..kind a way of adventure event for me too...wahahah...:)..how i met ur mother..wow love it!!! so much fun...and the most wonderfull part it...as a virgo girl..observer is my duty in life.WINK so...im kindda learn something in this series...balablablaba...and somewhat think of all the character and ask backto myself...which one are me?hmm...and all the thing guessing going on and on...is this how i react to people? is this the steps that i take if im in that situation? is that this???is that that??? and on..and on..and on...BLALALALALLALA!!!

and then...im still dint give a damn about it and i continue with GOSIP GIRL instead. wat a perfection combination huh?WALLA...and its kindda excite me every single breath of mine.yeay. and all the same qeustion popping out in my mind and on the sudden the clouds of mine are full with sentences and fullof question marks!! huh...hard to askand it is even hard to answer!!! im might be crazy rite now buti dunno how it came to me and haunting me like forever rite now.

BUT..NOT UNTIL TO DAY...around 10-2 am.



while im on the journey to kemensah...on the highways...all the flashback the life of mine in this couples of month before are all popping out.it is lke a huge video billboard along the highways. all the things that ive done in these past months and actualy starting from the begining of 2009 are viewed back to me one by one.i found the2009 VERSION OF MINE.while at the back of it..radio keep talking about ow to change ourself and that kind of things.it islike everything are all synchronisse perfectly as a presentation to the question ive thought about before.and my question are answered as simple as that.like an ENTER TO YAHOO kind of ways.hmmm..

2009 given me too much impact...and it is the most screw up years of mine and im kindda hate it!!! and now i have realise that me in that year are full of pretending and lying to myself.pretend to be strong and lying that im not doing a mistake at all while i know that on the other side of me knew it!! haha...wat a year!!!hehehe...

though we are not yet tears our calender or change the organiser just yet but i think im kindda a way find the NEW YEAR for me just now in the car!! so...to dear farisya HAPPY NEW YEAR BABE!!wink2

love,
farisya nadiah

WOWNESS!!

INTERNET CONNECTION OF MINE ARE WLL BEHAVE TODAY EVEN THE HEAVY RAIN COMES!!! LOVE U!! WINK2

LOVE,
farisya nadiah

NOthing to SOMEthing!!

hmmm...after the MITI CORP VIDEO shooting have coming to the end,i have nothing to do accept than waiting for my best friend wedding day coming.owhh before that..AYAHCHIK'S ENGAGEMENT DAY!! hmm...full of drama and kid of like spa-Q-ish kindda away but it going smoothly as wat as it plan to be.alhamdullah after a long days and years we're waiting this news coming from ayahchik!!wahaha...hope it went well until the wedding day ahead!! amin..

back to the wedding one of my best friend that i have mention just now..fyi.i kindda hate holidays..cos i hve nothing to do except doing some unquality routine that i totaly hate it!! i kindda to plan to do something on the mean time such as jahet the naju for myself to the wedding but too much problem accured and it make me have topostponed it until the last minute before the wedding day. shut up!! if joy read this..ahaa..she will like, "sya ko nie bile nak jahet lagik nie..dah nanti last minute baru nak jahet..blalalala.." joy..biasalah tuh kan!! wink..insyaalahi will finished it if i got the material soon!! amin.

then i've been thingking...how bout the present then?? x kan nak g umah best fwen with out the present kan?? tanye everyone pon dorunk x tau nak bg ape..!! mule2 biasalah..terpikir nak bagi cawan la, periuk la, ahhh bosan kan?? then..aku rase aku tau nak biat ape??? hehehehe.....dearest from bottom of my heart! wink2...hopefully die menjadi la kan!! sbb takut gak!! aku nie kang poyo jerklebeyh!! ahaks!! peace.
ok now i starting to find the material and hopefully it will jadik as wat ive plan in my mine right now!! blalalalalal...shut up and start doing it!!! bubye!!\

another life experience

hahaha...my current semester result recently came out.and happy or not i have to fave it sooner or later..and too bad is...the thing that i have expected long before the result was out is happening now!! (hiks..betul kah ayat aku,.conpius udah) ahahaha...too bad for me and good axpectation!! bla bla bla bla...

for the first time in my life....my result are this low.hahaha...x kire la mase sekolah dulu kan!! dat time i was still hingusan kids and dont noe wat to do in my life.but skang pun kadang2 felt dat way too...hahah...merepek time of mine are back!! OWWYEAHH!! ahaks..

but wat to do...everything already happen and wat i have to do is only me know wat..or even im the only one who knows how to fix it!! thakx farisya...ur problem creation dis time are so PERFECTO to fix!! ahask...

p/s: i a have alot to type un this blog before the result are out. but ill write it after this post!! malas mengganggu ku!! wink2


feelingless,
FARISYA

UITM DEGREE FASHION SHOW NOV 09

by da way thanks to zayani for the picture!! hiks!!

love,
farisya nadiah

down..down..down

attention getter

stuck in the middle

hate when it trouble others

sad when cant let it out

hopeless
tend to hate doing it

because

it will hate others

BUT.....

must keep on doing it

the future are so far ahead

and the past are so far behind

fullstop


.........
farisya nadiah

SUKE..SUKE..SUKE!!!

ENJOY THE SHOW!~!!

LOVE,
FARISYA NADIAH

CRAVING

at fisrt glance...."huk"!!! my heart pump super hard and damn want to watch it so damn much!!!

love,
farisya nadiah

RAIN@ RAIN

FASHION WORKSHOP. SHAH ALAM. 3.27 PM. HUNGRY.SELEKEH N SELEBET. COLD. WAITING FOR MEETING STARTED. SLEEPY. INTERNET FUCKING SLOW.

love,
FARISYA NADIAH BT MUSA

BDA (MIFA) 2009

PRESENT 4 FARISYA NADIAH MUSA

im here, FARISYA NADIAH BT MUSA would like to stated here, in my blog all the promises that ive made for myself and i should obey the promises through this coming year and should continously obeying(such word heh?) it. which are:

a) reduce the terms of "LUPA". lupe come from careless and unready or unprepared!!!
i should avoid it as far as i can!!

B) i should not feel "MALAS" to come to class for next coming semester and through
the whole year im in uitm until graduation.

c) i should put down my "EGO" and i should be FRIENDLY to everyone. this lead to my
working enviroment also.train before it is too late.

D) avoid "BENCI" to all the person that give extra attention to you and obsess about
ur life by thinking of the positive side. they "LOVE" u SYA

E) u should not "PONTENG" class unless u cant hardly avoid it.and avoid "last
minute" work!!!

F) love "BENGKEL" as wat lecturer ask u too. plus it is for ur own good!!

SO TO DEAR U, FARISYA NADIAH...I HOPE U WILL OBEY ALL THE THINGS THATU SHOULD DO STATED ABOVE. DO IT FOR YOUR OWN GOOD!! ILL APPRICIATE IT!! THANKX


love,
FARISYA NADIAH

ASSESMENT SUX!!!

blalalalalalalalalalalalalalla....

hahaha


hate,
farisya nadiah

KAWIN KAWEN!!

hellllooooooooooo world!!!!

wahahaha..now skang...in the mean time....kat OLD TOWN WHITE COFFEE!!!! carik material for tomorrow's presentation nie katenye....but end up!!! FACEBOOKING!! haiyai!! keje banyak kot yer!!! wink2....

but it is nice...wahahhaah!! i feel like im in a real world back !!! peace

arghhh!!!!!!!!!

STRESS SEASON ARE BACK!!!

* design x porceed sebab masalah diri sendiri.
* nak kene wat dress pattern and beli kain .x proceed lagik!!
* tadi kene marah ngan azalea sebab p.o x buat!! just antar dat sily topic jerk!!
* period babi!! hahaha
* kene beli kain which mean kene susah-susahkan mak and daddy lagi mintak duit!!!
and fyi..BANYAK!!!!!!!!
* kene face back ngan husni esok sebab class die banyak missing...y missing? sebab keje x siap! kenapa keje x siap? sebab pemalas!!
* cad nak kene siapkan. and antar esok
* esok petang ader class ganti!! FUCK !! jumaat kot!!!
* duit x der nak have fun!!haiyak..duit raye dah abes sebab beli barang project!!
* PATTERN DESIGN PENING!!!!!!!!!! asal la aku wat inspiration tuh!! adoiyai!!
* duit umah dah nak kene bayar!!! beban tol la!!
* nk kene g kl yg sesak tuh carik kain lgk!!!!!!!
* ngan FLUE niagara falls lagik!!!
* bolt pon dah season getis..x comel but shes back!!! :)
* ngan hp ilang x tau kat ne...then project french x dpt call groupmate!! mesti die marah aku..im so sorry.arghhhh tension nyer!!!
* then ngan x der transport dlm keadaan stress nie...so mcm kene mengharapkan orang.aku x suke..sebab rase serba salah!! arghh..i hate myself!!!


let me pass this season peacefully and and wat most important is...let me end dis succesfully.AMIN


stress,
farisya nadiah

class begin......

assalamaualaikum....(haha dah lame plak x introduction in a proper way.hiks)

all the hectic and unlimited time are back in my life again after the raya holiday.wahaha.. im in a new spirit and hope it will last until the semester ends.AMIN!!! hiks...

by da way there are many picture that i would like to share and show but too bad im in the class rite now and the raya piture is not in my external hard disk. hmm.. too bad!! hiks...j

just now, ive edited my CTU 553. which is hubungan etnik, yapping about perlembagaan and kontrak sosial wat#%$..at the beginnnig i was like wat the heck am i doing typing this karut thing, melayu ad kaum lain thingy and bla bla bla.... but in while im put whole my heart in it..i suddenly can see the sparks that said melayu have change.which mean...im myself have change!!! change to be a better person in OUR OWN TANAH TUMPAH DARAHKU!! all this while wee keep on leka about perjuang orang dahulu kala and end up this holy land of melayu will end up to someone else. hahah..which is sooner. hmmm...

no neeed to talk about another melayu butim thinking to be better for myself and hoping other will change theirselve too. hmmm..end up we will become MELAYU GAGAH PERKASA... hiks!! hopefully. heheh...k i think i start to dig about dis deeper la plak kan..hmm. after dis ade class illustration. i wish i could spent in this cold and confartable room while typuing about bla-bla thing longer.heheh..illust for around this time...haiyak!!! leteyh owh!! plus i dint bring any material.hahahah...SEBAB AKU MALAS!!! see...malay=malas!!! TUKARRRRRRR!!! ;)

k. la.yap!! yap!! yap!!
hiks...

im going to class afterdis...rindu PROF SYUKUR KATENYE!!!!


melayu HEBAT PERKASA,
farisya nadiah

master peice!!!

have a look at the dress!!! IMPRESSed!!!

wowness,
FARISYA NADIAH

wowi33

impressed,
farisya nadiah

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

starting from tomorrow, i will spend my day at my long abandon kampung which is BAGAN DATOH, PERAK (daddy,s side) then maybe to TELUK INTAN,PERAK (mummy's side). i cant wait to spendmy day there.heheh..full of laughter lagik2 maklang...heheheh havoc!!!

rebut2 bantal on the nite is the must thing to do when we are at kampung. yealah....atok's childrens jerk dah 9, including anak beranak dorunk lagik.it is a huge family. but still place to sleep x der la smpai x der..cos atok's house are huge and big, enough space for us!!!

raye eve, myself will make sure ive book my spot to sleep,which is infront of the tv just to make sure i can see SAMPAIKAN SALAM,which i always imagine im in it where by im wishing to my family while im at somewhere else studying.heheheh...ayat slalu berangan:"saya farisya nadiah,daripada universiti of tokyo(sebab dat time teringin gile nak g jepun, influence by takuya's story)kepada keluarga saye yang berada di bagan datoh perak tuh, kalu makan2 ketupat lemang and rendang, ingat2 lah saye dsini". while pakai baju sejok or somehting!!! heheheh.....AMIN.no word as never rite!! hehe...

then, we will always make sure lampu was off early, becos "takut bangun lamabat katenye"..hahaha wat ever!!! if u want to noe....one by one of us will get up and go to dapur to "konon" minum or wat not, but the truth is....ade persidangan plak kat blakang!!! sorunk2 bangun and join the persidangan.gelak2 and old memories will came out one by one.hehehe....time tuh la ayah and ude will borak2 about their kids time.heheheh...ayah and ude will "gadoh2" until penat, then continue with mak langstory and their great2 grandfateher and so on. until then, the time are near to subuh.....finally on the raye...late to mosque will always happen.ehehe....apelah!!!

in the morning plak, heheeh..sume mcm ngelak2 to take a bath first cos, kampungs water are not the same as kl.SUPER COLD!!! hmm....but still have to mandi....solat raye!! but too bad for those who mandi late....air will dry and wat u get is the daki part.yelah..it is kolah!! though the kolah is huge but still not enough to atok's family.heheheh...tunggu la air yg ciput2 nak kluar tuh!!! hehehehe....

balek semayang tuh samelah mcm family yanglain....salam2 and makan2 and the best part is after this...after everything settled...makan and on....hmmmmm..perut mule meragam.cos kuah kacang and of course our stomach x tukar setting lagik...still puasa setting!!! hmmm....afterdat lah sume gadoh2....kat atas rumah dah bole dgr...CEPAT2...CEPAT!!!! from thr toilet downstairs.heheheh...quieng to go to the toilet!!! haiyak...mmg x suke part nie.but it was a good an wonderfull memory.sape yg dah x tahan sgt tuh terpaksa la ke rumah org sebelah or ke umah mak long timah!! or even worst...TITI!!! wahahahah :) kelaka.....wat a memory!!!

hmm........by da way..selamat hari raye. maaf zahir batin in the deepest of my heart for the sin that ive done to anyone of u espeacially mak ayah yong bangah jea ewan atok bobolt, my cousin, my auntieuncle,my close fwen, my uitm fwen, my schoolmate,my plkn fwen, everyone that i noe,the one that who know me(amboi,pasan plak kau)oand most important to everyone who dislike or hate me(im so sorry) theheheh...sory for everything,if my existing in ur life are burdening u guys,if any harsh word from, evil attitude, or silly jokes.im only a human which full of sin!!! hehehe....and im wishing u,happy holiday and enjoy the days with ur loves one!!!be safe and take care!!!

yehaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....dah raye la..x cayeplak!!!


x sabar nk jumpe budak2 keci nie...sure dah besar!!! hiks


love,
farisya nadiah

stREAtch

love,
farisya

DRAGGYYYY...

i just need this moment to freeze while im enjoying the veiw and absorbing the feelings deep inside my heart.

HATE+HATING+HATRED=MYSELF

this week was full of hate and negetive things happen to me.but the wort part was, it was all came from me!! everything!! that the worst....ARGHHH!!! miss classes, my freelancing are not done yet and new coming, means LAGIK BERTIMBUn,assignment lagi la!!! BANyal NAK MAMPOS!!!, then news yg dah sangka just x tau bile jerk!! ahaaa....hmmm...dah KAWEN DAh!!! congrates!!! hmmm....tuh pon baru teringat mase borak2 kat rumah!! hehehe....kelakar la!!!

nie kat cc nie.nanti la kiter explain about everything!! dada!!

miss me!! wink2


hate,
farisya nadiah

falling

huh...while browsing my "dusty and tones of spider web" playlist the other day, i found this song that ive forgoten about!! and currently im keep on playing it.feel some connection to it!!! listen to the lyric and the relaxing music then try to relate it to urself.may u find something in it!!! wink2




myself,
farisya nadiah

FiNALLy gATHERed!!!

after a long time.......finally!!! MUSA's family reunited!! hiks...wat a such feeling!!










and the bestest part is...konon CANDID thingy!!! hikss..miss it damn badly!!






love,
farisya nadiah

someone reading my blog!!!!

hehehehhe...owhhh rupernyer someone reading my blog and someone plak kepochie cnn-ing about my blog to the other someone!!!! hehehhe....which is my GEDIK sister and my LOVELY-DOVEY mummy.wink2!!! at first a bit embaresssed but towards the end as usual FARISYA will end up thinking at the positve side!!! at least they knew wat i felt and they knew what my mind thinking and the best part of it, i dont even need to open my mouth and said it out loud which will make me more emberassed.hiks....but xleyh gak!! expression is something that i need to learn since my working area are alll about expressionning feels and thougts!! hmmm....hiks...ill try harder next time!! but this considered somekind of medium than im easy with and comfortable to use.hmmm....

im in the class nie...cad!!! borink and dont noe wat to do though i have a full load of work to be settled before cuti raya!!! hmmm...but as always..my lazy ass always wins!!! BURGHHH!!! damn u lazzy ass!!!!wink2

and last but not least i would like to wish all of muslim,who reads my blog(as if ) hiks! wish u guys selamat menyambut hari raya aidilfitri, maaf zahir dan batin!!! wish u happy with all ur families on that day.amin!!! and to my mummy and sis if u read this....BILE NAK SHOP2!!! wink2....ka la ddaaa!!!!!!!

love.love..love

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strain
My love for you is strong enough you should have known
I never needed you for judgment
I never needed you to question what I spend
I never ask for help
I take care of myself
I don’t why you think you got a hold on me

And it’s a little late for conversations
There isn’t anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So look at me and listen to me because…

I don’t want to stay another minute
I don’t want you to say a single word
Hush hush
Hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say
Because…
I don’t want to, do this any longer
I don’t want you, theres nothing left to say
Hush hush
Hush hush
I’ve already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words I never needed hurts
I never needed you to be there everyday
I’m sorry for the way I let go
From everything I wanted when you came along
But I am never beaten, broken not defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong

And it’s a little late for explanations
There isn’t anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So you will listen when I say baby…

I don’t want to stay another minute
I don’t want you to say a single word
Hush hush
Hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say
Because…
I don’t want to do this any longer
I don’t want you there’s nothing left to say
Hush hush
Hush hush
I’ve already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush

No more words
No more lies
No more crying

No more pain
No more hurt
No more trying

I don’t want to stay another minute
I don’t want you to say a single word
Hush hush
Hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say
Because…
I don’t want to, do this any longer
I don’t want you, theres nothing left to say
Hush hush
Hush hush
I’ve already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush


love,
farisya nadiah

THE NEW CHAPTER OF PUASA!!!!

assalamualaikum....
first of all im glad and happy that iM still have a chance tp celebrate this fasting month all over again with my beloved family and friends!!!

puasa will always the day that are special to me and everyone else, cos for me this the only time that we all families can meet up and set beck in the dinner table and eat togather all over again. the many dishes, kuih, quenching drinks and lots of other things on the table.our house will be full all over again. siblings...miss the time.now i have realise that "that" time was over.i just realise "the" time zone has past me by...when we are small and bising!!hisk...:)makan rebut2 and mak will bancuh milo with susu tepung when sahur so that we will never tired on the morning.hehehe.....rindu that time sangat.now...i realise that rumah kosong and nobody to sahur with.im just with mummy and daddy.hehhe....so that means...when im at perak...this is wat ewan felt huh....sepi and x der orang!!! x best owh!!! x meraih.x leyh nak gaduh2 and fight sape lauk paling banyak and gaduh nak mintak sket!!

and if mak cook the nuggets...she will make sure all of us will get the same exact numbers as others...but ewan always eat slow so that we will pujuk and ngecek ewan for his nuggets.but too bad darling....ewan will never kesian at us cos he is so kedekut if about food.yelah time tuh ewan mcm sinchan...GEMOK!! heheheheh....

mase mate lekat2 sebab tdo...then makan sahur....im the one yg malas nak bangun cos i have to help mummy to serve the sahur and also im the one yang kene kemas and basuh pinggan after they eaten.yelah time tuh im the only perempuan in the house.yong dah lame chow cos asrama.so im always yg kne.and ewan plak called me bibik.so perasan kau ewan.masak air and buat air was my duty.hehehhe..milo...and i always cheat, x nak tarok susu tepung lebeyh cos nanti muak gile...makan nasik kot!! and pluss, mummy will add more sugar in the milo so that it is sweater, reason: so that we will gain more energy...heheheh....ive learnt alot from u mother. BANYAK!!

and ayah....after the sahur, will teach us to niat puasa.heheheh....but im so sorry daddy cos until now..i cant remember the niat puasa.cos ive always depend on u to niatkan for me.gedikkan.heheheheh.....mak akan ckp 'cepat2 makan...dah nk imsak nie" but the nasik panas la mummy plus the drink are to sweet and hot.lecur la nantikan....and ayah will always be the coolest man in the house...and say to us "sempat lagi tuh". though there always a simple word from u....but there always a big picture showed to us.we noe u love us!! hehehe...that always be ur trademark ayah!!!

hmmm.....but ntah bile nak experience that moment again.cos dulu x rase pon mcm it will be memory to us...but skang dah jadik plak!!! baru terasa i dah besar dah.hmm....yelah tuh.and tadik mummy said dat....dat is life. now u have ur own way and ur own journey to get through.u will face urs and mumy daddy have something else to do jugak.but...i dont want tooo....i still need u mak.always!!! heheheheh....muah2!!

so to all siblings....yong, bangah, jea, ewan.bile nak balek? balek cepat!! hiks...balek bukan sebab i...but sebab mummy and daddy...dorunk sure lagik rindu u guys than i do...sebab baru jerk kejap balek dah rase lain.and how about them??? sure rindu jerk nak rumah bising balek!! hhmmm.....sedeyh jerk!!!!

love,
DIAH

E.T day is TODAY!!!!!!!!!

dear E.T,

first of all, i would like to apolagize to u, MY E.T cos i have nothing expensive, special and interesting to give to you...but i do have some toughts and memorable things to say about while we are togather, in term of fwen FRIEND!! i hope this way will more flattern ur heart rather than the other stuff!! i do hope so....hiks!!

there is always a reason why i post the wish one day earlier than the exact time and date....cos i noe while im typing this, u are having fun with ur love's one and ur other fwens. so i wouldnt want to share the time to wish u wit another people.it just u and me.hehehe....tamak and halobakan aku!!! wink2...yeay.it is me!!! ur HULK.
and plus...for a special fwen on her speacil day....sms-ing will never fit. BANYAK LA SIAL NAK CKP!!! so..im not a good talker, im rather use this medium...easier for me kan!!! and malam2 sedap sket nak gune ayat poyo2!! hikss....lagipon aku tau ko tgh x waras pon kalu aku wish ko pkol 12 tadi!!! hiks.....

so....


HAPPY BEDAY TO NOOR HASHIMAH HASHIM aka MY only and ever E.T!!!


ultimate happiness dah bg kan semalam...soo here i would like to say, have a wonderfull journey in ur life, go ahead and be strong in wat ever thorns u will face, and keep on giving me laughter cos i need it so much!! heheheh....

and most important is i hope u are happy in every second in ur life ahead with or without ur hulk!!! keep on doing bende merepek cos i REDHA!!! ko E.T kot!! alien!!! sah2 la ko merepek!!!

so i have this merepek memory picture with u....jeng2!! have a look how far weve change!! hiks!!!

THE BURUKNESS!!!









THE konon MACHONESS










THE PORNSTARR-NESS



THE GIGIHNESS









but the most important is....there always

THE 'sya+shii'NESS













hiks.....it is fun and there are too many tremendous unforgetable memories i have shared with u and i'll hope we will keep on creating memories to our life so that one day i will proudly introduce my E.T to my children as one of my bestfwen.heheheh...!! wink2....

and last but not least....happy and happy and happy always!!! and "aku sayang kau la wei" bluek...ayat sape la nie!!!! adei ai..... thats y aku x suke ckp.same will never be in my dictionary of life ekh!!!
k la...aku harap ko paham la ape yang aku nk smpaikan.nanti jgn plak tanye aku and sruh aku explain plak ape yg aku dah merepek kat cnie!! mmg aku pkol ko nanti!!! hiks...k la!!1 c yaa!!! muah2




Put your head on my shoulder
No need to worry 'bout a thing
I'll be the cure for your lonliness
I'll make you feel like you're whole again
And you can always count on me wherever I may be
When this world's got you feelin' blue
Call on me and I'll run to you
My friend

On my wings we both can fly
Cause there's no burden big enough
And when you're hurtin' baby so am I and we'll both cry
There's nothing stronger than our love
And you can always count on me, wherever I may be
Oh I'm gonna find the way
To a better day
My friend

So let me be the one to save ya
Cause it's the least that I can do
And you don't have to return the favor
Cause I promise you
Oh we're gonna make it through
My friend

Put your head on mny shoulder
No need to worry bout a thing
If you need me I'll be there in a hurry
Call on me, time and time again
Cause you're my friend

love,
HULK